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the only thing better than being alone is being with those you love. i don't know why i cloister myself. i thrive off human interaction, yet i'm also very afraid of it.
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Eatin' Good in the Neighborhood
wanda sykes is an apple
29 June 2009 @ 07:14 am
I woke up at 5 this morning. that never happens. So what is there to do in Eugene at 5, you ask? I wouldn't know, because I just stayed in my apartment and listened to music. I'm looking forward to getting a waffle at Off the Waffle, though--easily my new favorite place to eat in Eugene. I'm super hungry though... don't know if I can wait. I had some good bro-love this week (no homo), sharing my feelings and shit like that.
I'm looking forward to Jodie's 4th o' July partay! FIREWORKS!!!
I'm looking forward to Jodie's 4th o' July partay! FIREWORKS!!!
31 May 2009 @ 01:16 am
Holy SHIT! I just saw Drag Me to Hell, and it was fucking radical! Sam Raimi, whether you like him or not, is fucking great at what he does. The movie was funny, had an interesting plot, and was scary as fuck.
P.S. if you ever encounter a gypsy woman with a crazy witch-eye, just be kind to her. It could save you from curses. Also, my dog, Buddy (RIP), had a crazy witch-eye, thus making me have mercy on creatures in such condition. Bottom line: give the witch-eye people candy to get them off your back.
P.S. if you ever encounter a gypsy woman with a crazy witch-eye, just be kind to her. It could save you from curses. Also, my dog, Buddy (RIP), had a crazy witch-eye, thus making me have mercy on creatures in such condition. Bottom line: give the witch-eye people candy to get them off your back.
21 May 2009 @ 10:42 pm
I've been reading a lot of sci fi and not doing homework. why do I always do shit like this? I think I don't like school, but I also don't want to be
A. a bum
B. a food-service slave
C. live at home, being a food-serving bum.
Careers suck. I just want to read, write, play video games, and play music. I wouldn't mind working if it was something I really loved. Where will I find that thing? Whatever. life's b.s.
p.s. the chick in terminator was hot (Moon Bloodgood, i learned from imdb)
A. a bum
B. a food-service slave
C. live at home, being a food-serving bum.
Careers suck. I just want to read, write, play video games, and play music. I wouldn't mind working if it was something I really loved. Where will I find that thing? Whatever. life's b.s.
p.s. the chick in terminator was hot (Moon Bloodgood, i learned from imdb)
14 May 2009 @ 11:07 am
06 May 2009 @ 12:00 am
The internet's weird
30 April 2009 @ 06:08 pm
after months of deliberation, luke and i came up with a band name. you should add us on myspace if you want. we're going to put songs on there soon. also gigs in the eugene area will come soon... maybe even a northwest tour...
26 April 2009 @ 05:46 pm
I read about you
today, and it
made me tear up.
I chose not
to sob;
rather,
I was silent,
letting a single tear
rest in
my stubble.
today, and it
made me tear up.
I chose not
to sob;
rather,
I was silent,
letting a single tear
rest in
my stubble.
Current Mood: 
sad
sad13 April 2009 @ 02:29 pm
It's easy to ask the question, "why me?," but it yields no results in the end. Shit happens; I just need to learn how to move on.
Why all of this? Well, I'll tell you:
Why all of this? Well, I'll tell you:
- My car was broken into last week
- I'm having problems at home
- Some dude just ran his bicycle into my car a couple of hours ago
06 April 2009 @ 08:20 am
Those fuckers will pay in the end.
2nd time my car was robbed.
They got my gal's purse.
Fuckers.
2nd time my car was robbed.
They got my gal's purse.
Fuckers.
01 April 2009 @ 09:35 am
dog food on the floor/ and i've been like this before.
24 March 2009 @ 12:33 am
I'm starting on anti-depressant pills starting in the morning. I have high hopes and plan to conquer Eugene this spring.
These past few months have been possibly the saddest of my life. I needed to make a change, so I turned to pharmaceuticals. For the longest time I had a stigma about taking them--their side-effects, and the idea of feeling like my mood is fake or manipulated because of pills. I got to the point where I shut down because of depression, and rather than lose all hope and quit at school and life, I decided to move past my apprehension.
Worst G.P.A. in my academic history this last term... hmmm.
I had a massage today for the first time. I also had reiki... Eastern medicine's pretty cool, even though I still think its spiritual element is kind of cuckoo.
Hair's too long... cut it out!
I like all of you.
These past few months have been possibly the saddest of my life. I needed to make a change, so I turned to pharmaceuticals. For the longest time I had a stigma about taking them--their side-effects, and the idea of feeling like my mood is fake or manipulated because of pills. I got to the point where I shut down because of depression, and rather than lose all hope and quit at school and life, I decided to move past my apprehension.
Worst G.P.A. in my academic history this last term... hmmm.
I had a massage today for the first time. I also had reiki... Eastern medicine's pretty cool, even though I still think its spiritual element is kind of cuckoo.
Hair's too long... cut it out!
I like all of you.
Current Music: R.E.M.
07 March 2009 @ 08:03 pm
Three names I go by:
1. Ryan
2. That one guy
3. Ry
Three Jobs I have had in my life:
1. Mt. View Orchards Fruit Stand
2. Elliot Glacier Pub, which was fun, and I got some badass tips. People who love booze also love tipping.
3. uh... not many other jobs... I taught some kids how to play the bass, but that's not a real job.
Three Places I have lived
1. parkdale
2. Los Angelees
3. Eugene
Three Favorite drinks
1. Apple Cider
2. Most sodas
3. Red Wine
Three TV Shows that I watch
1. Adult Swim
2. Steven Colbert
3. Like Marie, Barefoot Contessa (also Good Eats)
Three places I have been
1. Atotonilquillo, Jalisco, MX
2. Wales
3. Yellowstone Park
Three places I want to go
1. Mexico again
2. Chicago
3. The American South
People that e-mail me regularly
1. No one
2. emailing myself things to print
3. no one
Three of my favorite foods (this list makes me feel bad, because the foods I love are for fat people, like me.)
1. Pizza
2. Tacos
3. Donuts
Three pets I've had
1. Buddy, the wiener dog. A good dog for 16 years
2. Johnny the mutt dog. He mostly sniffed people's crotches
3. Pumpkin, the best cat ever made by GOD! (or Darwin)
Three of my favorite bands/artists-
1. The Melvins
2. The Jesus Lizard
3. Tom Waits
Three friends I think will respond
1. I think that my livejournal friends have already done this... probably nobody.
2.
3.
Three Things I am looking forward to
1. Study Abroad next year
2. Starting a wicked-awesome metal band.
3. er... beating Zelda: Ocarina of Time again.
1. Ryan
2. That one guy
3. Ry
Three Jobs I have had in my life:
1. Mt. View Orchards Fruit Stand
2. Elliot Glacier Pub, which was fun, and I got some badass tips. People who love booze also love tipping.
3. uh... not many other jobs... I taught some kids how to play the bass, but that's not a real job.
Three Places I have lived
1. parkdale
2. Los Angelees
3. Eugene
Three Favorite drinks
1. Apple Cider
2. Most sodas
3. Red Wine
Three TV Shows that I watch
1. Adult Swim
2. Steven Colbert
3. Like Marie, Barefoot Contessa (also Good Eats)
Three places I have been
1. Atotonilquillo, Jalisco, MX
2. Wales
3. Yellowstone Park
Three places I want to go
1. Mexico again
2. Chicago
3. The American South
People that e-mail me regularly
1. No one
2. emailing myself things to print
3. no one
Three of my favorite foods (this list makes me feel bad, because the foods I love are for fat people, like me.)
1. Pizza
2. Tacos
3. Donuts
Three pets I've had
1. Buddy, the wiener dog. A good dog for 16 years
2. Johnny the mutt dog. He mostly sniffed people's crotches
3. Pumpkin, the best cat ever made by GOD! (or Darwin)
Three of my favorite bands/artists-
1. The Melvins
2. The Jesus Lizard
3. Tom Waits
Three friends I think will respond
1. I think that my livejournal friends have already done this... probably nobody.
2.
3.
Three Things I am looking forward to
1. Study Abroad next year
2. Starting a wicked-awesome metal band.
3. er... beating Zelda: Ocarina of Time again.
25 February 2009 @ 10:22 pm
Telling yourself that you want to do stuff only to end up doing nothing at all.
That's my life. I don't know the solution. I think I'm creative, but I never make anything.
In other news, Richard Brautigan's great. So's The Jesus Lizard. So's Real World Brooklyn.
That's my life. I don't know the solution. I think I'm creative, but I never make anything.
In other news, Richard Brautigan's great. So's The Jesus Lizard. So's Real World Brooklyn.
Current Location: Mill Race
29 January 2009 @ 11:15 am
26 January 2009 @ 11:11 am
in the words of Pete from One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest: "I'm tired."
25 December 2008 @ 11:22 pm
Nothing much here. New Year's resolutions. Reading. Right now I'm missing city life. That'll probably change like every other thing. I lost at pinochle tonight. It was brutal. One hand I had a full run, 100 aces, and 300 pinochle. Dad left the table a champion.
laptop's almost dead... I'm using dad's computer. grrrrr.
I had a gig back home... terrible terrible. Fucking hippies. I never want to play music that I don't like again. I'm better than that.
laptop's almost dead... I'm using dad's computer. grrrrr.
I had a gig back home... terrible terrible. Fucking hippies. I never want to play music that I don't like again. I'm better than that.
30 November 2008 @ 07:07 pm
I feel trapped. I go back and forth from loving what I'm doing to being much too bored. I think that's a sign of depression.
Current Music: The Turtles